Addiction.

i'm in the general "nothingness" mode ...as happens with me during vacations...but in a way this vainness is undescribably sublime.. i'm uploading one of my favourite poems which i wrote last sem..coz i currently have nothing else to do..:) i'll soon upload a few more..

I am the feeling inside your mind,

That feeds off of your deepest desires,
The once innocent thoughts that strive to be free,
I teach them to walk through the fire,
I am driven, I am strong
Your imperfections thrill me
I am more than love, because love can die,
And I know you'll always want me
I am hunger. I am greed,
I know you think about me.
I lust for that rush that I get ,
When you know that you cannot live without me.
I am the bully that taunts and scorns,
And pressures to do things their way,
I am ruthless. I am cold.
I don't care if you live or die.
I am the shadow that watches while,
Your life disappears from the inside.
Your longing for more leaves me gasping for breath,
As you drown in your empty abyss.
You need me more than life right now,
Your loneliness consumes me.
I am control. You're in my power,
Too helpless to bear to lose me.
I am danger. A fate worse than death.
I manipulate your confusions.
I aim to corrupt, to disrupt your life
For my own amusement
I am disaster, desperation and pain
I live to lead you astray
Oh I'm sorry did you just want my name?
I am addiction. I'm trying to change.

Re-starting.

I still remember the nervousness,the excitement and the nostalgia of my writing days back in my School years.Its been almost 4-5 years since I have jotted down lines,thoughts,feelings..maybe the first few words in years..so little shaky.

Honestly speaking I still remember the thrill of my first blog in my tenth grade. Lots of things have changed since then. I have grown up since those days..guess should reflect in my writings in the future blogs.

But I have also been an ardent follower of this medium, and always believe in the potentiality of the changes and revolution that such a medium can bring, especially in the present times..difficult times!!!

For now I am the only visitor to my Blog. I am soon gonna invite my friends, but for now this is good till I get back to my habit, have my own space.